All that you've lost, remember them..

2004-06-14T22:26:00.000+08:00

Sorry. I didn't meant to be angry at you and ignored you. I wasn't at all. Please. Don't cry.

Every tear hurts me.

2004-06-09T20:44:00.000+08:00

Trying not to break
But I'm so tired of this deceit
Everytime I try to make myself
Get back up on my feet
All I ever think about is this
All the tiring time between
And how
Trying to put my trust in you
Just take so much out of me

2004-06-06T18:39:00.000+08:00

AARGH FREAK YOU CO.

WASTE 4 HOURS.

MORE THAN 20 PAGES OF SONGS TO BE PLAYED?!

IN JULY?!

AND I JUST JOINED? FORGET IT

I'M NOT PLAYING

2004-06-04T22:26:00.000+08:00

I think I saw YanTing in Raffles city today.

BAHH.

Look so alike! T_T

2004-06-04T07:47:00.000+08:00

Still slept on the floor. Den always wake up so early. Sian larr WHY DIDN'T I KEEP AWAKE?!

CO practice again. Now i'm beginning to feel it sucks -_-

My answers for SMO! :
1 :B 2 :E 3 :C
4 :E 5 :B 6 :C
7 :C 8 :A 9 :E
10:B 11:342 12:206
13:24 14:206 15:206
16:24 17:4 18:125
19:181 20:206 21:206
22:206 23:206 24:206
25:206 26:206 27:206
28:206 29:200 30:71
31:20 32:206 33:206
34:206 35:206

2004-06-03T02:02:00.000+08:00

Sian larr. Can't sleep. CAN"T SLEEP. Sorry renying. Still thinking about some stuffs.

Wilson's federation has declared fed war. WADS his prob lo. You wan fight come out of damage protection to VS me 1 on 1 don't get a fed to come threaten me. I'll get my allies instead.

2004-06-01T15:55:00.000+08:00

CRAWLING

Crawling in my skin
Consuming all I feel
Fear is how i fall
Confusing what is real

There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming/Confusing
This lack of self-control I fear is never-ending
Controlling/I can't seem

To find myself again
My walls are closing in
[Without a sense of confidence and I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take]
I've felt this way before
So insecure

Discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me
Distracting/Reacting
Against my will I stand beside my own reflection
It's haunting how I can't seem...

2004-05-31T19:17:00.000+08:00

Why

Why

Why..

Help me.

I'm scared.

2004-05-30T07:38:00.000+08:00

Piece of advice: Don't talk too late in the night

The reason: You'll never noe wad you're talking abt.

15 min 15 min 15 min!!!!! WAHAHAHAHAHHAA so funnie

2004-05-29T17:55:00.000+08:00

God noes. MY CO FILE'S SCORES HAS INCREASE BY 300%!! Yang qin so slack.

10 min 10 min 10 min 10 min. YES YES no YES!!

p.s: DANCE NIGHT!!! -_-"

2004-05-27T20:45:00.000+08:00

Happy BdaE yanting!!! I mean for tomorrow. I HAVE A BDAE PREZZIE for you!!!!! Don't worry its not a Nami Nami T-shirt bra. =D

Ma de. Internet's gonna be cut for 2 weeks in the HOLIDAYS. WAD THE FUCK larr. Not happy ler larr. 206. MAYA WORLD 6 PREPARE.

WORSE. Chinese Orch practice increased to Saturday. 8 till 12. DEN MY MUM forcing me to take tuition this saturday. 2:30pm. DEN I have guitar. 4:30pm till 5:30pm. by the time i go home? 6. DOING EVERYTHING IN MY SCHOOL UNIFORM. NOT HAPPY LE LARR. THIS TIME MAYA WORLD 2 PREPARE!!!

Thats world 2 and world 6. 206.

I HAVE TO KILL SO MANY PEOPLE TODAY.

NOT HAPPY LE LARR. WORLD 4 PREPARE

2004-05-26T16:34:00.000+08:00

Run Run Run!!! Oh My god that guy has fall on the floor and his skull has been broken, quick quick *whack with the gun* -Bish-

And a person holding a STICK chasing another person holding a GUN.

So you should say people WHACK with the gun and SHOOT with the STICK! WAHAHAHAHAHA. Messed up group. CHENG YI, try harder ya? =DD

Maths. Whole list of work. How many questions undone? I bet i didn't do 300 of them. LOL and all the worksheetS!!!! Clap Clap -_-" And i had a "stead" for 5 mins!! wahahahahahahaha nort gonna say who.

P.s: You know who you are. Don't take it to heart its just a joke ya? SMILE!! =DD

2004-05-25T16:31:00.000+08:00

Hmmm... Assembly time.. Stand up. Greet Principal. Sing school song [I don't] Sat down. Saw SSX's face.

HP RANG. Thankew so much jolyn.

2004-05-24T20:25:00.000+08:00

Nabei larr. Today not happy. This time i'm going to WIGLE to KILL 206 people. Knnbccb

Homework time after that.

206 206 206 206 206 206 206 206 206 *chants* 206 206 206 206 206 206

2004-05-23T03:41:00.000+08:00

Sleepy. Haven't slept. Doing my mrp that was due yesterday (actually 1 month) And that I can't do anything to help myself. Talked to a person that i don't noe. (actually 2) God noes. Who am I?

I am who I am
You are who you are
Your mother is who your mother is
Your father is who your father is
Therefore,
The world is what the world is
Evil.
So why are we working so hard for?
To wait for God to leave Heaven to return to Earth?
Therefore,
Just sit down, listen to music, relax and pray that a miracle happens

2004-05-21T21:31:00.000+08:00

Am i so bored during chinese lessons?

YES.

Wad can you do to ease your boredom?

Try lame stuff.

Wad did you do?

Calculator. 1 + 1, = , Ans + 1, = , = , = , = , = , = , =......

That went on for 2hr 10 min.. Ending number 30752.

Maybe i should try again during literature lessons too

2004-05-20T16:11:00.000+08:00

Influenced. Laughed for 10 min during maths lessons

Until I stopped. She threatened to ban me from maths lessons.

Firstly I don't understand why must we have 2 equations to find X and Y.

HELP ME IN MY MATHS!!!

Not happy le larr. ma de i'm going to log into MUonline and kill 206 people again.

2004-05-19T20:17:00.000+08:00

Finished my first draft for my mrp lit review.

Wad else do I have to do next?

I don't care

I'm pissing my literature teacher off. (Don't mind) but she's becoming more bitchy lerr. WELL you said I was desprate to go into your mentee's group?

You've just pushed me to my limits.

2004-05-18T21:26:00.000+08:00

BUCCI BAG!!!!

I GOT MY LIPSTICK ON

MY BUCCI BAG

AND MY BRIGHT SKIN DRESS

AND I

AM READY

TO ROCK!!!

That song sucks. I'm putting it to show every that that song sucks

2004-05-17T19:09:00.000+08:00

Angry with your friends?

Try folding his paper like hell. Den you cut some portions. DEN you cut the center off. DEN you paste it back. Den you show it to him and smile SADISTICALLY =DD

Nervous these few days?

Wondered why your mum is nagging so much?

Wondered why your GF is not so sexy nowadays?

Wondered why your nose don't bleed at the sight of her anymore?

It's not because she's grown gross and fat and ugly..

There is only 1 reason.

Ever heard of the NEW Nami-Nami T-shirt bra? With the Nami-Nami T-shirt bra, You'll have NO difficulties jumping like hell. It doesn't show. It FLEXES.

WHY am I giving an advertisment on this bra?

Watch the advertisment. You'll know why. =DD

2004-05-16T07:53:00.000+08:00

Don't feel like blogging these days.

Winter Sonata is quite sad. SO sad that i slept during the show.

P.s: Females, get the Nami-Nami T-shirt Bra.

2004-05-12T21:05:00.000+08:00

Todays mission for everyone's rocket: Make sure the parachute opens and the canopy protects the lower part of the rocket.

Todays mission for OUR ROCKET: MAKE SURE EVERYONE BEHIND'S WET

And it worked. Tuned it to an angle and everyone behind gets it. IT WORKED. And we wanted to add more water. WAD did that new female trainer do? She said "too much water not good". So we unlatched the thing and the whole thing got wasted. 1 turn gone.

The mission AFTER THAT INCIDENT: MAKE SURE THE FEMALE TEACHER GETS WET

And IT WORKED. All thanks to me. Well.. Others PURPOSELY splash water on her, isn't that worse? ILLEGAL splashing. OUR's LEGAL K. We use rockets. We tried rockets. The rocket didn't work when we experimenting with the rocket *Innocent*

2004-05-11T16:30:00.000+08:00

I LOVE MAKING EVERYONE DRENCHED!!! Don't ask me. My rocket flew 2 time to the back. 3rd time? It drenched everyone. 4th 5th 6th 7th 8th... Lalala while everyone tried veh little. QING SHENG. I took your pic. Lalalalala. Nort really clear. Bahh. Nvm. Must learn to deal with that. Make sure i learn how to take gUD pics. NYAV de TEACH me.

Still struggling with mrp.

Pump your rocket 206 times. ONLY then will the sacred wind help you. When you pull the handle, the rocket will FLY and the sacred wind will blow it ALL the way to NY class 206, hitting Mr Ingham (sorry mr ingham) and making him faint. Everyone would den run to him and the rocket. Reading the message inside "To -censored- Angel, YC says hi" they would ask Angel, "Angel, who's YC?"

Nice fantasizing.

2004-05-10T20:50:00.000+08:00

I had no appetite for dinner. The song keeps repeating in my brain. It keeps repeating in the media player. I hate that feeling.

Feeling of helplessness.

How can I save myself from school? How can I help myself back to where I belong, when even myself have forgotten where I came from?

It comes down with time

Why can't I have more time? Can I just have some more time to do my stuff? Can I have more time for my MRP? Can I have more time for everything?

The answer is no

Stop that voice. I've let myself down.

P.S: I hate the new blogger template. Freak larr SO DAMNED UGLY. I've a great mind thinking that i should change provider for my blog soon. Very soon.

2004-05-09T21:29:00.000+08:00

Blink 182 I miss you

Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)

Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)

Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)

2004-05-08T13:41:00.000+08:00

I'm being scolded about my geog file. WHY DID I FORGET ABT IT. nvm forget abt it. And i'm being scolded form me mRP! i'M DEAD TOO

Wad say you say I say

Its a fact that saying to much "Ok" with another person would result in the craziness of a person. And XIAN HUAN (who's that) from 206's living 1 floor above me. So she's from 206 =/

I love yesterday. I TOTALLY LOVE YESTERDAY. But no time to play. BUT WHO CARES!? AT LEAST WE TALKED?

P.S to Gabriel Choy: Don't get tchs to cheer . After the "eh", you'll hear all claps. Den more claps

2004-05-06T14:55:00.000+08:00

Wad happens when you put coffee powder on a 1 day old burger, poured water over it, mixed it, and then you WHACKED it on someone's face? HOW FUN CAN IT BE!? (Don't worry neither person is me)

How about Operation Green Smily Face? Going around, den secretly drawing Smily faces with the green uniball ink pen? 90% successes. That goes for Operation Blue Smily Face and Operation Pink Smily Face.

Ms Wun getting Teosified. Its a fact now. No doubt to it. bahh.

Live still sucks. But live with it. You'll find you'll like it if you're sadistic

2004-05-05T20:15:00.000+08:00

The Promised Land

Now here I stand
Oh, in the morning sunshine
Dreaming only of the promised land
Somewhere, they say, beyond the great horizon
Lies a beautiful island

Everyone says he longs at heart for Shangri-La
But that it's a nowhere-land, after all
How I wonder why no one tries to sail out
Looking for a strange paradise

In my dreams, I've seen people there
Exchanging words of love and care
In the bright sunbeams they're dancing with the birds
And they're singing all day long beside the streams

One day, someday
You'll surely find me sailing away
For the white beach of the promised land

Now here we stand
Oh, in the burning sunset
Talking only of the promised land
I'm gland to know now I am not the only one
I've got nice friends who share dreams with me

We are so young; we've got some magic powers
We are nourishing like flowers
Oh, let us wait until the day comes when we will all
Sail across the deeper blue sea

In our dreams , we've seen people there
Exchanging words of love and care
In the bright sunbeams, they're dancing with the birds
And they're singing all day long beside the streams

One day, someday
You'll surely find us sailing away
For the white beach of the promised land

2004-05-04T17:50:00.000+08:00

LOL I pity Shaun today. The show put up today was all about LOVE. Poor him... LOLz.

Shaun zhang, chill

You're so attractive,
Which catches my attention.
CocaCola is my addiction,
YOU'RE MY DEVOTION!

AA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Ahem.

2004-05-03T19:17:00.000+08:00

Wah Liew now my blog has been infected with the dinabanana and yijun and lize disease!!! help!! lol. Been neglecting my blog. Sorry blog *pat pat* SMILE BLOG!!! My blog is not smiling. HE wants NEW CLOTHES. HE WANTS A NEW TEMPLATE!!! MY BLOG'S A HE?! I didn't know myself. =) SMILE!

liew. my blog has been detected, HOWW?! tell me dinabanana =DD

(Wondering how the fuck the blog was found by my primary school frens. Knnbccb)

2004-05-01T04:50:00.000+08:00

Sian DIAO!! Slept from 6pm till now. Siao eh..

And now I'm alone. Making me alone make me think of that person. AND she sent me an email to invite me to hi5. Wad the... Why can't i just forget about it. Nvmsd. I realised I can understand wad i'm playing on the piano after a few weeks. Lolz.

ps: I'm still missing you.

2004-04-29T16:32:00.000+08:00

I love water. They make the stomach not talk.

mMm

2004-04-28T14:28:00.000+08:00

Why am I not stupid instead. If I would be stupid, I wouldn't have thought of so many things. I wouldn't be able to see the troubles and problems. So in fact. Stupidity is a blessing in disguise.

Projects' Competition was a failure. And to think i helped a group. Forget it. learnt not to help anymore. It's simply just not worth it. Sad. Sad. Sad. My group most likely can't go through semi-finals lerr.

2004-04-27T14:27:00.000+08:00

"Into the mirror" sucks. Not funny at all -_- ITS NOT FUNNY!!! Even Jolyn is not scared at all lorz. Sianz. BORING

And now I have to suffer. Why suffer? 1 reason. 5 dollars for shirt and 13 on movies. How much money left? $0. No more notes. Coins? Ten or twenty cents? Help help tummy complaining every minute..

2004-04-23T22:21:00.000+08:00

Don't hit him. Its too cruel. Why must you show it to us? Maybe let us take his place. Just, don't hit him.

Too many things happened today.

Caught (I don't mean caught, she's biased against me) by Ms Cheong for using gel (HELLO? i don't use GEL anymore), den i had the sianzified look. Wad she do? SCOLD me for that *dirty* look. Stupid.

Den someone got caned infront of the whole class. The moment the cane landed on him I already felt the pain, can you bear to see a classmate that has been learning with you for more than 1 year get caned? First time I cried in that class. 4 teachers walked in during maths. Lee KS, Chew TY, Jeffery Lim and the vice principal. The whole class silenced in dread. It was expected but it still was too hard on us to see him get caned like that. Don't let it happen again. Please

Mentally silenced. Couldn't study any more. The day was spoilt. Couldn't go out with anyone. Hate it. Hate it. Just chant. bla bla bla. Clarifed with ChewTY that GEL WAS ALLOWED. Scolded for nothing?

THAT was when i clarified with the discipline master. Wad he say? "Gel is not allowed cuz when we allow gel, people spikes their hair (hELLO!? I DIDN'T SPIKE!) therefore, we do allow gel, but TRY NOT to use it. If you can use cream (WADS THE DIFF?) if you want to.

And THAT was when CHEONG came again. Keeps picking on me. Pissed off at everything again. Sorry peeps, such long entries only come once in a while ya? Don't get blind

P.S. to teachers: Don't threaten me to transfer out of the school. If you push me too hard I would do so

2004-04-22T17:28:00.000+08:00

Everyone hates me now huh. Just hope. Just pray. Pray that the new beginning is of new hope and not of continuous doom. Anti-Tchslism is really being studied lerr. I wan to quit my existing group and join another for Projects' Competition!!! Den I introduce Anti-Tchslism to them. Thats wad i'm going to do.

Commonwealth
Ever with the best

2004-04-20T22:42:00.000+08:00

Its chao sian. Go Esplanade to CARRY instruments. Worse. Have to go EMPTY BINS and CARRY FOOD FOR THOSE PEOPLE? Waste time nia.. Knn den so pissed already with the fact that i sat alone during chinese lesson and that I didn't do my freaking MRp and that, forget it. I'll go on forever. Wadeva it was i was damned pissed at everything and could have already went berserk. DEN have to go esplanade. so damned angry at renying (i don't give a damn abt tha space this time)

Why did I pull back my force? Why didn't I just shout and punch with my knuckles instead of my whole hand. Why didn't I punch right on his shoulder instead of whacking sideways to prevent more pain. WHY DID I GIVE FACE?

WHERE'S MY RESPECT NOW. DO I NEED TO USE VIOLENCE FOR RESPECT? I never had respect when i was in pri6, I wasn't given any help. sec 1, just a fucking idiot trying to struggle with tchs. SO WHERE IS MY RESPECT. Must i use violence? Nvm. I'll never give face to anyone anymore.

AntI-TchSlism <--- a theory to be studied

2004-04-18T18:56:00.000+08:00

Fuck larr, mum kpkb ard. why?

just because i wan out of my school

Wads so wrong of telling that my school have no text books and that i have to change school to learn chinese better?

FUCK she's KPKBing again.

Threatening me to cut off the broadband. Knnbccb

2004-04-17T09:27:00.000+08:00

I wan to learn Ayashi No Ceres: Scarlet piano solo!

I literally failed my chinese. out of 50 questions i only wrote 14, and each might be wrong. No gurantee get more than 20. GURANTEE get less than 20 out of 100. Who wann bet? Slept during test leh. 40 min i was sleeping for 30. SO PRO. Chinese lesson also sleep. Who cares le larr. I give up my chinese.

Defination of "coward" : A person who lacks courage; a timid or pusillanimous person; a poltroon.

Just like that "someone" who don't even dare to say his or her name out, he even lacks the CONFIDENCE that he'd win. Chao timid by using "someone" as the name.

Synonyms: alarmist, big baby, caitiff, chicken, chicken liver, chicken-heart, craven, cur, dastard, deserter, faint-of-heart, fraidy cat, funk, gutless, gutless wonder, invertebrate, jellyfish, lily-liver, malingerer, milksop, milquetoast, mollycoddle, mouse, nerd, pessimist, poltroon, punk, quitter, rabbit, recreant, scaredy-cat, shirk, shirker, sissy, skulker, sneak, turkey, weak sister, weakling, white liver, yellow, yellow-belly

Well i insult him or her with alot of words huh.. I love "dastard". Just like bastard.

And that "someone", i bet your next phrase would be 'You're describing yourself?' that would be so low level sarcasm. Come out with betta one please. I love playing with words =DD

2004-04-16T18:40:00.000+08:00

Hey. I'm tired. Lalala.

I'm flooding my poST!!! WOO HOO!!

*Shoo Shoo*

TIRED! snore

2004-04-15T16:47:00.000+08:00

Going into depression again. sad larr. MRp die lerr. Didn't even start. didn't meet the teacher for 2 weeks. Found out that now i don't mind making trouble lerr. Making trouble in school and OUTside school. For wad? I don't know much. I don't understand myself anymore. I'm influencing everyone with anti-TCHSlism and TSAJD (The Study Attitude of jD [Slack]) Now there's 3 people with the logo liaoz. And TSAjD? Practically ¼ of the class already slacks. So much for class unity of the 2Lians. Sianzation. Must push myself up again and stop myself from using violence anymore

I'm sick of everything
I hate you
I hate TCHS
I hate myself
Let me gO
Let me die
Still unhappy with life
Still unhappy with the past

Give me back my future

2004-04-13T15:18:00.000+08:00

Words of the day : KnnBccB.

These few days really suck. nTh much to do lerr.. I've decided to give up my MrP. Damned pissed at everything. Must be that 400m. freak larr 400m i go run so fast for the first 200m (i was faster than yikai for THAT moment) Den after that became 4th, wad else did I get? A splitting headache and a freaking pain in my leg. OHYA. and a fucking shaun dere irritating me when i was about to run 16X200m. Who the fuck you think you are lo. SO WAD IF YOU'RE TALLER? YOU CAN'T GAIN THE TRUST OF PEOPLE. EVEN WORSE. WORSE THAN ME IN BASKETBALL. I thought taller people have an advantage in basketball de? COME PLAY WITH ME LARR.. _|_ o.O _|_ If you lose you GET out of this fucked up school with fucked up students like me and you. Irritate me one more time after school and I'd not prevent my hands and legs from moving around.

2004-04-08T21:30:00.000+08:00

Going Penang. Don't wan to go le larr.. Sian today just not my day sia. First wan go nuS fren don't wan go with me (den you wan me to be alone standing ard like a geek?) dEn can't go tampines sports hall to watch the badminton competition. mood damn bad during school. almost cried lerr. Chinese didn't do anything but slack. Den didn't wan to stay back for nygh heats. REGRET SIA. knnbccb. Jolyn, Amelia and alot more dere. sian larr.. WHY the (sorry damned bad mood) FUCK did i not stay back. why the FUCK did I come in this school in the first place.

PENANG YOu TOOK UP MY WHOLE GOOD FRIDAY AND MY WEEKENDS. knnbccb i'll hate you foreva

2004-04-07T15:22:00.000+08:00

Today i received a msg from the tag saying i suck. WHO ARE YOU!!! I MUST GIVE YOU A PRESENT sia. 1 of a kind. I like your attitude. anyway i deleted it off. Too harsh for sOME people too see liao. Forget it.

Today my lit teacher (Ms Lim? or Miss Lim =/ ) didn't come. The relieve teacher was supposedly (by ernest) a more chio teacher than the rest of the teachers. [maybe she's just younger lookin] Den Ernest damned excited. Siao lo. excited over a teacher =/ Den he talked abt upskirt, asking her to bend down and stuff like that {Don't worry, i'm as disgusted}. Thomas even tried asking wad school that teacher was from (Ernest guessed mGS =/) the teacher didn't reply.. lalala. STONED for 10 minutes. staring in blank air. Nth much else interestin. Must sleep. aargh piano. I didn't practice.

Sianzation larr.. Teachers readin blogs. Saw it in da nygh papers. nVm. Can't believe teachers are that free to do that. IF THEY HAVE A HEART TO KNOW WAD THE STUDENTS ARE THINKING, READ THIS BLOG. TCHS TEACHERS YOU SHOULD TRY FIGHTING FOR STUDENTS FOR A REVAMP OF YOUR EDUCATION SYSTEM IN IP INSTEAD OF COMING ONTO THE INTERNET READING OUR STUFF.

2004-04-06T22:15:00.000+08:00

3k. 2nd last. HAHAHAhaha... At least 1 point lar.. FOR 2L!!!! =D

Partially i don't understand Ms Wun in trying to act like she's disappointed (she's my maths AKA form teacher [wads wrong with us?])

Wad unity. Our class is finished. We lose, happy ms wun? leave us alone larr. den you'll see 2L become 3P next year. Who cares =/

2004-04-05T11:01:00.000+08:00

gen >>|igHt×© madness in the auditorium + control rm rocks. hehe RAH! says:
im a plasmid!! lalala
. says:
huh??
. says:
plasmid?
gen >>|igHt×© madness in the auditorium + control rm rocks. hehe RAH! says:
HAR!
gen >>|igHt×© madness in the auditorium + control rm rocks. hehe RAH! says:
errrr.
. says:
don't tell me wrong convo
gen >>|igHt×© madness in the auditorium + control rm rocks. hehe RAH! says:
science DNA stuffaye

<--- and how do i talk to her? gen rarely talks to me, and suddenly her window pops up, and talks abt plasmid, WAD to DO?! Had to do reading little abt DnA and plasmids to understand her, saying that she's a potato plasmid? Funny huh. well i still don't understand her. ren yang. jing yi, jia da, jing da. Ren Ying wad were you thinkin =/

Sian. Hope i last. Hope i last. 3000m to run tomorrow. 3 kilometres. 3000metres. 300000 centimetres. 3000000 millimetres.. thats 3 MILLION millimetres.. for my class. MUST get top 8 so that i can get at least 1 point.. haiz. *prAyeS* I haven't touched my homework. EH FREAK. my maths.. science. english. CHINESE!! that compo was due on wednesday, or thursday. I HAVEN'T START!! HAHAHAHAHA.. help..my geog.. sorry Ms Cheong =) *wipes that stupid smile off my face*

=(

2004-04-03T11:59:00.000+08:00

Haiz.. Thinking of nicole again, it was her bdae during april fools'. And I made an effort calling up just that day so wish her so. den she'd be so busy as to watch tv. (i suspect its spongebob square pants) Nvm, sharing another blog with jazreel, think would not write much dere, just help her in her blog ya? =D

STupid Weekend, not using it well for anything. GEn sounded really excited when she talks to Ren Ying (SEE THE SPACE, HAPPY?) and the way she talks damn cute lo [ didn't know that huh =D ]. wah.... Nvm... So many people's bdae in april.. *gets ready lighter for my pants*

2004-04-02T22:53:00.000+08:00

Today damn sad. Chinese was stupid. During chinese period (out of 34) 6 were talking, 18 wasn't listening, 2 playing handphone, 3 drowsy, 2 sleeping 2 playing. Wad about the last onE? He was listen ATTENTIVELY. SIAO. I didn't care so i just slept. mood so bad liao. Go Ep3. found out that the grade 7 song (san liu, its just three six in chinese) has become GRADE 4. KNNBCCB larr. Imagine Fantasia in C, that grade 7 piano song [for some of you are playing it] has become grade 4, and you can't play it well (that means that you're not even a grade 4) CAN YOU TAKE THAT SHOCK? If you can't, don't worry. There's another person that can't. Went Ninjado after that, can't go for grading. knnbccb have to wait for 4 more months for my purple belt. DEN renying told me that jeanette has gone {where else, i know its ITALY}. Sian larr I didn't even get to say a BYE to her.

Today real bad larr. the grade 4 song now is playing again and AGAIN in my mind. fuck fuck fuck fuck.

2004-04-01T18:40:00.000+08:00

This is taken from GEn's blog

" Kkay. Tml's april fools, the day i really really dread. I dunno why i dread this day so much either. Maybe corz i always get FOOLED and people just luff and luff. And i'll still be blurr not knowing what is so funny. If i flare up corz i found it quite offending, people wud say i'm not open minded. URGH! "

April fools day funny meh? I wasn't fooled today. Nort fun. OHYA. jolyn got into gu zheng also donno whether ish april fools. LOL. Stupid me. APRIL FOOLS IS SIAN.

2004-03-31T18:39:00.000+08:00

Sleepy. SLEEPY! almost slept in some lessons leh. hee =D. Eyes stinging, pain leh. DEN jolyn said she was free and wanted to meet. I WAS SO SLEEPY LO. Den I was joking that she could COME MY HOUSE. she agreed *SOB* DAMN wad lorz. Haha. NvM. She admired the Yang qin (can get her to marry it le larr) so much that i couldn't teach her anything man =D Too bad. That was nth. Nothing rite? my mum and dad came back. Saw her in school uniform *stare* and keep asking all da funny questions, damned embarrassed sia.. Nvm. Hope nth happens to me later.

I'm SLEEPY. *gets ready coffee* COFFEE!!!! SO MUCH HOMEWORK. OMG HISTORY. FREAK. chinese compo. (i didn't hand up) english.. sian larrr.. needa stay overnight!! lalala.. *sob* good bye loved ones. jiada is dead.

2004-03-30T23:45:00.000+08:00

And now I'm being insulted right in my face. "I dun think anybody can help me. It was a mistake to sms you. Sorry." Who would want such a message? Am I reli that untrusted huh. Especially "a mistake to sms you." MISTAKE? THAT Bad? More people are thinking that I am not as well as b4 (is it cuz i'm influencing them?)

Today have test. suck. (not 12 yet horz) Slept during the test. lucky woke up in time to finish all the sections. den went KaP for six-pack training. Wilson can't come lorz. knn de. Without him is like no mood to laugh le. den jolyn dere wanted to meet. Meet her? nevermind. Meet her with Yikai? Don't like but still would. Meet her with yikai and shaun? FUCK OFF man. knnbccb den yikai keep coming ard "did you see jo?" ,"are you ignoring jo?" 101 stuffs about jolyn. wad the freak larr. den they go off liao having headache, pain like hell. DEN jolyn called. "jia da!! where are you?" (hello thats so obvious) in the end hanged up on her. Tried to do some work dere but headache getting more painful by the second. sian lor. so went home scolded by parents. too lazy to do homework le larr. Fail fail i don't care. get me out of my school. no IP, lemme learn higher chinese, I WANT THE TEXT BOOK.

Which ways am I bad?
Tell me,
Maybe I'd change for you

2004-03-29T19:45:00.000+08:00

I like 2 sentences from wad elaine said.

Elaine: i saw renying today...
Elaine: but didn't have a camera
Elaine: haha
JiaDa: lOL
JiaDa: sho wadda happened??
Elaine: haha
Elaine: nutting lor...
Elaine: i happened to walk past 206
JiaDa: den
Elaine: so i walked in and asked my fren to point out renying to me...
JiaDa: LOL
Elaine: then she called renying..
Elaine: then renying turn around..
JiaDa: so how she look likeE?
Elaine: then i see her face liaoz then i just saw thank you to my fren lor...
Elaine: she looks damn chio from the back...
Elaine: she got really nice hair and a nice pony tail...
JiaDa: LOL.
Elaine: haha
JiaDa: she looks damn chio from the back... <---- Interesting..

Renying, do you feel honoured? Aha.. "she looks damn chio from the back..." nVm.. Yesterday when the tchs trackers saw Jolyn in Choa chu kang, the boys were all thinking "that she is a slut sia" (stated by thomas). Other trackers were also stating that lorz. Too bad. Choose to go out with yikai lo. I'm not going to help liaoz.

Today aR. Die le. Maths, english, history all that file need to hand up lo. Nvm. Today chao slack. English we were discussing about Asian cultures. Maths? playing with the graphic calculator. CHINESE we were practically guessing chinese words for the whole period. Literature. People discussing about Animal farm, i read the book. HISTORY? I can't do much. So today i'm dead again. Files... FILES!! I SUCK in FILES.. die.

HELP!!! TOMORROW HAVE ENGLISH TEST. NO PROJECT SIX PACK ='(

2004-03-28T22:28:00.000+08:00

Sian larr.. Now my basketball sucks lo.. Now i'm totally UNenthu about anything, be it studies, ninjado (pon alot liao) or talking on the phone, jolyn larr. Make me feel so wad. Den she sick i still don't wan to talk to her, chao bad le.. Den this yikai made her go out with him, den made her chao wet in the flood, See larr. SHE'S SICK.. Casherine I thought of that b4. But firstly I'm nort a beng how to make her a lian? Unenthu.. Unenthu.. lalala.. I suck. Bother me, pls call me if you can, must be enthu about something liao..

Tuesday: Project Six-Packs.
Project consists of 4 person, JiaDa, Wilson, Thomas and Zhao Zhuo every Tuesdays after school.
Location: KAP
Discription of project: the 4 persons, will make each other laugh like hell, making a fool of themselves every tuesdays so that they can laugh at themselves. Laughing causes tension on the stomach, which would eventually help in developing the "six-packs", thus the name.

p.s: Must be hoT, can't chill. Chilli Shampoo. new product. made from the 1st day of Project six-packs

2004-03-25T21:40:00.000+08:00

I'm totally funny. I hang *kinda* my pants, i keep my shirt long. But I can't be as hype as those people in junction 8. went there today and i saw those CHS guys. Yanting now i totally understand why you like those people from there. And why TCHS guys are totally hated by everyone. Especially NYGH. When i went to junction 8 with 2 other friends (1 was quite guai larr, long shirt nia, never tug out. the other one was FULLY GUAI, TUG IN PULL PANTS, CHAO FAT.) And the fatter one was making a fool of himself, donno why he is so childish lo. Den we went to mac. Saw so many other schools, uniform look so much nicer. So zi bei.. NYGHers hate us so much huh. nvm. Too bad I'm living in the west larr. Haiz... And those neighbourhood schoolers, 1 from BBSS, say our school chao toot. Come on larr. Even though I hate my school i don't say its toot lo. TmD knnbccb studies suck still say TCHS guys are toots? kpkb lorz. guai lan larr. who cares abt her. my leg hurts. aches.. AH.. i'm crapping abt stuff. hee =D eh thats my first face since i've blogged this post.

Today chinese damn stupid. Nanzhiguo (hard to tend to the country, that teacher.) keep talking about si han those things. Wad we do? 25% is listening only. 65% is doing stuffs like talking, staring at blank space, playing. the other 10%? Its the 4 people (including me) over dere having fun pressing the calculator (1+1, ans+1) den we keep on pressing and raced.. woo.. CHINESE STILL MUST HAVE O LEVELS. I HATE YOU IP. den I was slacking like hell in every lesson. I didn't do finish my English comprehension i still hand up. Looks like i have to buck up liaoz =D. Maths. I never finish filing everything (cuz i never do mah) I'm dead!!! WoO. Please someone buy a coffin, a wooden box will do. get ready to sleep 4eva.. Wad else did i not do.. science. SCIENCE!!! hahahahaha... never hand up my files!!!! OMG?! WAD OTHER FILES? ENGLISH!!! MATHS!!! SCIENCE!!! chinese? nah. MALAY? nah. COMPUTER STUDIES I DONNO WAD WE DOING!! hahahahaha. never revise de. *faint*

bad jolyn. always going out with yikai and others. *and ESPECIALLY YIKAI* and not going out with me. she aR. talk talk talk so much den wad happen? GO out with yikai. Fine dunch wan go out wib me den dunch go out larr =(

2004-03-21T07:28:00.000+08:00

Dead for a thousand years,
A great terror arose from the deep,
It swept across the land,
A lone past still lingers,
Destiny cannot be denied,
A burden grows heavier,
To the kingdom of the sun,
Across a vast sea,
The journey home begins...

2004-03-20T20:53:00.000+08:00

Yesterday:
Slept when i took da bus. Slept through the journey.. lalala. I woke up at orchard. cute huh. Too bad not going to orchard. I wan to go SCHOOL. Went to school. school off liao. took bus and SLEPT again. Its reli stupid.

I'm sad again. I've seen Ri's I-learning notes and i've found out that they are betta in alot more things. RgS is as good as them. Wa lieW... RgS da E-learning ish like revision lo. I don't have any. I didn't do much worksheets. I don't know my maths. I'm going nuts. I hate my maths. Worse. I don't know my chinese. I'm damn worried abt it lorz. I didn't learn any ci yu leh.. And you expect me to pass?

I miss ice skatin. no wan wants to go with me. Ally busy doing other things. Can't skate with me. Still say wad "next time you choose the time, i SURE go with you" in the end? can't go anywhere

yInG!!! I miss you also leh =D Play gb wit her on friday till 3am and she refuses to let me off. (and risk every second getting caught). OHYA. TODAY aR.. I GOT PRACTICALLY 7 KNIGHTS AND 5 DRAGONS in a day. THATS SIAO lorz.

See my thoughts are messed up by my mutated brain of da panda.

I hate alot of things. Below ish a few things I hate:

1.
People tell others about things. Personal things about me that are meant to be kept discreet, instead of being told.

2.
People thinking too narrow minded. They take in rumours from anyone about me, and they think that is the person I am.

3.
Asking me questions that are so obvious. Asking is fine. Asking again and again is reli bad and pisses me off

My brains is really mutated rite?

2004-03-19T11:22:00.000+08:00

Dang. Tired liao larrr... YinG i thankew so much. next time don't watch scary movies like JU-on =/ wan go watch the eye2, not as scary =D.. AH!!! i only slept for 5 hours. and xiyu, when da hell did you start to go my blog aR? funny.. AND YOU DIDN'T GIVE REGARDS TO ANGEL. SEE even the song is delicated to her =D *crazeee* Ahh... TIRED!!! later have to go school... nO!!!! ah tired. cAn i just not go? Founders' Day on Sunday. den hab to go back school at 8:45am. 8 LEH. UNTIL 12? STAY DERE AND SIT DOWN FOR 3 HOURS? Sian. stupid. ah nvm, smile. Wake up *SlAp* I have mutated into a pAndA. my eyes started mutating liao. except my body. THin pandA. I'm a thin panda? funny all pandaS are fat lo. So looks like i'm nort pandA nort human =D

2004-03-19T01:15:00.000+08:00

ah fuck. made ying cry. wad the..... sian. i hate it sia. *is that the first fuck i've ever wrote in my bloG? -point- * aargh.. dere's nth i can do liaoz. all cuz i couldn't concentrate. Mum scoldin, den i went offline to talk on da phone. DEN suddenly she smsed me twice. SiaoZ. Da moment i saw it was her call I immediately tried to end the call to talk to her, i didn't even read it lo. GEN HELP!!! ='(. Den she off her hp, i go read it. knowing the seriousness of da situation, decided to risk my life and go online again. ah.... ANYONE HELP!!! JIAEN HELP!!! eh? who's jiaen. forget it. She didn't wan me to call.... so sad. *SoB*

2004-03-18T20:05:00.000+08:00

Can i delete my blog now? i hate bloggin. Todae lucky didn't do the MOST daring stunt yet. I'm happy about it. I just can't commit anymore. the only reason was cuz of my primary school lorz.

2004-03-17T12:04:00.000+08:00

YinG go call me so late. Sian. Didn't expect. SEE larr. make me sneak out of my house den you call =/ forget it. Tomorrow ish the day where i'd do the moST daring stunt yet. I don't know whether i should do it but I can't turn back now. =D Matter of life or death? No larr. I'm crazee over Saiyuki =D

SAIYUKI!!!
SAIYUKI!!!
SAIYUKI!!!
SAIYUKI!!!
SAIYUKI!!!
SAIYUKI!!!
SAIYUKI!!!
SAIYUKI!!!
SAIYUKI!!!
SAIYUKI!!!
SAIYUKI!!!
SAIYUKI!!!
SAIYUKI!!!
SAIYUKI!!!

2004-03-16T23:00:00.000+08:00

Didn't watch saiyuki. Haha.. Nvm forget it. Today i've made 3 more friends.. 1. M1 voice mail service: "~~~ is not available, at the tone, please record your msg. *beep*" 2. Starhub voicemail service: " You have reached, mailbox number ~~~ *i put down phone liao*" 3. Singtel's service: "The party you called is not available, please try again later. X2 " Its so sian lorz. Thursday should i go ACSI to see badminton competition?? anyone help me?

2004-03-15T17:08:00.000+08:00

I was surfing the scv channels, suddenly found out i have aXn channel lorz =D 7:30 everyday.. SIANz. Must try watching it and understand why my son likes Saiyuki so much.. *takes note* yinGs tell me why leh. Nvm i go watch myself. *tvtv*

I've no more money.. HELP!!! no money since 2 weeks b4 holidays start. SAD LEH. can't eat during recess durin school. now can't go out. Cuz no money. aargh i hate you HP. =/

2004-03-14T15:58:00.000+08:00

I had a DREaM!

2004-03-12T10:00:00.000+08:00

i pity my cousin in the same school. I keep having the feeling that he's being bullied. I can't do much. Yesterdae I saw him getting "F5"ed. See him like he damn weak de. So I go over there shouted at them lo. (I was holding my hP[my penknife blade lo] ) Den 1 person knnbccb go push me away. I feel lke using my blade to just kill him. =D I'm becuming like a gangster liaoz. nVm. he don't wan to do anything abt it its his fault.

2004-03-10T19:18:00.000+08:00

Coughin like madd. Who cares abt the old hag here. todae didn't get drenched in the rain *sob* me now laugh like renyinG. i laugh normal i cough. laugh like renyinG no cough. Wahahahaha. *cough* see. Have to laugh like renyinG! =/ yinG go camp. wahahahaha. *cough* todae raining. see wad camp they can have. OBS neh? they die =D later tomorrow hab many many mosquitoooes. i go crazy when she looks like a flower and she sings like a bee *dances* oofs. stupid mee. *cough* my hp is once lonely again. my hp veh veh sad. my hp background have sad face =/ poor hp. i wan plaay. mum dunch wan let me plaay. ehh. sianz. EWW i keep coughing. i hate cough. i love rain! RAIN!!!

2004-03-09T20:27:00.000+08:00

Coughing like hell. Sick for 1 month le lEHS!!! siann.. So sleepy and headachy. HEADACHE! Everytime i coUgh i hEadAchE!!! pain... Tomorrow nyghers all going camp. *cough* Life skills, obs, wadeva. SIAN lorz. donno why so many frens from nygh =/ My throat veh veh ticklish!!! tickling. itchy. i wan to nort have headache. my thinking nort good. burnt to think anything. so now my chatting veh veh baddie. baddie. eh? i said baddie 2 times. *cough* Can't sing, 2 years since i can sing!!! so bad. bad. now i said bad 2 times. i hate cough. dunch likE! bleaHx. den these few days can't talk to alot people.. many people. practically most of my fwens! quite little fwens. *cough* stared at the photos which gen passed the link to. I keep staring at the photo tt said have the word "i" or "me". kIp askin "that geN?!" yIng told me dimples. yIng told me tie hair. i see photo. photo told me no dimples. photo told me no tie hair. den i finally realised. me staring at DaphNE! BLEaHx. So embarrassing. sowwee daphne, stare at you for so long =D

I lub RAIN!
*Cough*

2004-03-08T16:35:00.000+08:00

I love Drenching myself. Its fun. Wadeva. Todae Sabbiticals sucks. Digital mUsic Sucks. It doesn't help much in my future in ANYTHING. Its only for FUn. I don't like this kinda of fun. $100 for fun? no way. Den Mr Steven Su aR. we come school 8 am they say the sabbitical start at 10 am. Den HE ask us to NOT TO BE SEEN. by mr hon. Wad the hell? We are a CHINESE HIGH SCHOOL STUDENT and you expect us NOT TO BE SEEN IN THE CHINESE HIGH SCHOOL? Ironic huh. Nvm. I've influenced someone to pon 3rd lang. I so pro.

Alice? !!!! Haiz. Who cares about ALICE. i can play PRISTONTALE!!!!!! and pervert you dont come my tagboard to say Pt sucks. If nort i'll stare and Kick your butt for 4 days

2004-03-06T18:21:00.000+08:00

Scary.. I didn't fail my Geography as i've expected. I GORT AN A1 FOR IT. SIAOz. I finished the paper thinking I had no more time {my watch was tuned 10 minutes faster}. Den i looked up. EVERYONE was still doing it. Scare me lorz. Some didn't even have enough time to finish the whole paper, got a 15. Some wrote 5 PIECES of paper without leaving lines got 24/30. I wrote 3 PAGES of paper WITH leaving lines and i gort 23/30. THATS SO SCARY. I wrote so little and i gort so high *faint*

Alice? ish today.. So sad. I don't have the tickets. Nvm my heart is nort at home now. Its in NygH watching the show soon. Haiz. Wads it about?? YingS always talk abt geN yesterday {technically today, at 2am} WaDs wrong? SHE stated i've a stead. Did i ever say thaT?! siaoz. I can't do homework now. I go play MUonline. I miss Pristontale.. -=(rebellious)=-

2004-03-05T19:10:00.000+08:00

Stupid Pervert. Stared at him when he was eating. Followed him *starin all the way* to his classroom. Stared at him. Walk. stare. continue starin *silence* *stare* Den played Zhong Ruan. QUITE stupid... I'll preferr GUITAR!!! WAHAHAHA. Stupid him. If I stared at any people down my house like the way i did to pervert I've already been beaten up. Another Irony. Its funny lo... nvm. I've veh veh little time online lo. I hate it. Mother so bad. Nvm (relaxes)

2004-03-03T20:00:00.000+08:00

I wan out of this school. Teo inspired me again. Choices. Right. Wrong. Wad is Right now? Ish changing school now considered wrong? I don't know now

Thomas have the tickets for alice 7:30 SHOW. siao.... Jealous liao larr.. Stated in YanTing's blog 19 feb "alice's tickets are all sold out for the night show!!!!now i cant watch!!!argh!!!sucks.i mean, some pple like buy 30+ tix lorz..somemore for TCHS PEOPLE.den our audi all filled with cockroaches and our sch pple cant fit in.crap" I agree with her. Tchs guys lack of HEART, everyone says. They can't talk to girls. When they do, Everyone says they are flirts.

2004-03-01T23:02:00.000+08:00

I'm paranoid. I totally agree with YingS. Sometimes i'm paranoid. But is it bad to be paranoid'ly pessimestic? I'd say, No. The moment you're pessimestic, you'll be prepared for the worst. The worst. Getting killed? Well I'm not afraid of dying, but I don't wish to die now. Being pessimistic also drives you to work harder (or fail to help you). I've not done my maths at all. Failed maths, chinese and literature liaoz. IP? I've went down 3 steps from it. Wad if i cried my eyes out and begged you not to be hard on me. I'm still sad. I don't know why. Milllion question with Zero answers. jiaen lets just stop it. forget about everything. forget that i exist. how about that? We, no. I'd be happier too. I shouldn't have gone to orchard..

*Leave me alone, stop haunting me*

2004-02-29T20:59:00.000+08:00

I hate Orchard. I really do. Everytime I go there, I go into a state of despression. For wad? I don't understand myself much. I hate the people there, I hate them, or am I just jealous that I can never be like them, cuz of the people that destroyed me? I really don't understand some people just don't like me. Duane? maybe. Sometimes Ah bengs are a betta source of friends. Deep in my heart I know I am one, just that I've different exposure from them, for no reason I'm stuck between Ah bengs and the people from the betta schools. I find I can't talk to the Ah bengs much cuz I'm too nerdy, too studious and stuff. Worse, I can't talk to the people from the betta schools cuz I'm not good. and some people just don't like me. Met Jeanette to watch another romance {something's gotta give}(I hate romance most). den we took some neoprints. FIRsT time lo, so naive. I suck, i hate my school

Ps: i love application sharin

2004-02-28T07:18:00.000+08:00

sleeept from 6pm till now. Did more than 500 *HUGS* to gen.. wahahaha.. so much time spent. Don't care larr. at most your game time less nia.. Jeanette's performing at NTU todaE!!!!! {i think i nort going rite? sorry mei =D} No mass jog todae The sec 1 yang qin beri cute (not how they look like) the way they play beri funny.. HAHAHAHAHa.. Nvm maybe i was like that last time. 1 fat fat one, one maybe like how i was last year. See whether they can go for grade 7 yang qin next year.

*YIng you understand liaoz?*

I've done more than 1.4k hugs to jiaen, who's that? LOL forget it. I lost the deal. So bad.

2004-02-25T17:58:00.000+08:00

I find out its real hard nowadays to blog everyday.. Especially when my headaches never let me off.. And I mean NEVER.. Sianzz... So have to nort blog everyday larr.. SaD.. *soB*

TodaE nth much happened, played "volleyball". and i mean "volleyball" cuz we didn't play the real style, just the rules. We won =D Practically there's nothing to blog about.. Except the story... If i could wake up to relate part of THE story den you'll laugh =D

2004-02-24T16:45:00.000+08:00

HAIZ!! FREAK MYSELF!!!!! Monday larr.. Sleep at 3am, den couldn't hang on there, slept till 6:15!!!! SIAO lorz.. and i was supposed to meet GEn at 6:50 at nY busstop. In the end? I was late FOR SCHOOL. Whole day sleepy like hell.. Wasted one whole day.. So sad.. Jeanette just reminded me. I wan NEOPRInTS!!! I haven"T taken any neopRINTS!!! Sad..
*Some Missing Text*

2004-02-22T15:04:00.000+08:00

Today went to chinese tuition. Its real sad lorz. There's a few things at the end of the day to ponder about:
1. I'm in an all boys' school. I've totally forgotten how to learn with just interact with those female strangers. Its real sad to see myself in this state lorz. Is it totally my fault that I can't talk to them or is it just that they are nort interactive enough?
2. I'm from The Chinese High School. I'm too mature for the other boy's jokes and can't talk well with them. Another sad thing is that I can't even talk to those boys from the tuition centre. The boys from MIXED school are all like, too childish? I really don't know why, but I just can't understand why they make such stupid jokes meant for primary school kids. But for us, I don't believe that we're just too serious in everything, or we just don't want to talk to them.
3. Small case which made me think. I saw a vandalism under the table which I was using "I made a kinna mistake
Boys: never tell your love you like her until you are quite good with her liao! never tell your friend"
Is that wad love is supposed to be? A never ending suffering? I've went through that period b4 and I never liked it. But its real hard for a boy to even admit lorz.. It would be more cold for the girl to reject her secret admirer.

Why can't I talk to both genders? I don't like my schoolmates, but I must live with them. I can't talk to the rest. I only can talk to my schoolmates. Real sad.

2004-02-21T23:41:00.000+08:00

My right arm still pain... reason = Thursday, Arm wrestling against my friend, he little bigger, but same weight. FOR 11 AND HALF minutes.. stay dere till hand pain like siao.. den i won, -.-" tough fight (cuz both all weak mah =D ) no more fever, i'm COOL nort HOT. Sleepy but can't sleep, i hate school. Tests next week = die.

wow... I didn't know i get so many people replying in my tag boardS. well nort many, but they frequently go me blog!!! SmilES!! Casherine meImeI who's sheryl?? Please tag taG!! wahahahaha... I really think love don't exist in my life much anymore.. But its quite fun being single huh? Though Casher'ne wans a stead so badly =D *sorry meimei*, you wan some TCHSers? wahahaha stupid despos.. or you wan i try find some Ang MoS in aCSI, HAHAHA *EvilLaughter from da EvilEggtart*

Today my leg was bleeding like hell.. wahahahhaa. didn't care about it, den it was bleeding.. den i liCKED it.. wahahaha.. so long never taste blood liaoz.. fun.. thought of April Fools day's trick liao =D also went acjc, don't wan to elabroate
*ps: FUCK YOU THOMAS*

2004-02-20T19:27:00.000+08:00

Aargh.. Throat more pain.. Headache prevails.. AND FEVER = 77.8. sian i go sleep le

If you get there before I do, don't give up on me,
I'll meet you when my chores are through:
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down,
Darling wait and see.
And between now and then,
Till I see you again,
I'll be loving you
Love, me

2004-02-20T04:48:00.000+08:00

Sick now.. Throat pain like hell.. Headache.. Didn't do proposal.. Didn't revise my testS!!!!! Anyone help me..... I'm the most stupidestLY stuPIDestEST person around!!!! Wahahaha... And to think yesterday = sleep at 5pm wake up 12:30am... Slack aR.... *Yi Kai owes me $200 now.. He didn't pay!!!*

2004-02-18T20:53:00.000+08:00

Sad... 3 tests in a day on friday.. Hate it.. BUt aT least I tried to enjoy life myself.. Met Jeanette yesterday.. SHE WENT TO BUY DOG FOOD... nvm.. Go kebangan from BOONLAY den go dere to GLANCE at her.. haiz.. Den today ate Jolynn's choCs.. Die lo.. almost melted.. still ate it anyway.. ( Have to be grateful mah.. ) Siann... YiKai you still owe me $160.. That'll teach you nort to borrow my cam OVER 1 DAY.. Partially cuz you made me embarrassed... You good... Don't care larrrr... I WAN GO ALICE!!! Den Jeanette don't wan go.. Den i alone.. den i'll make her pay 20 If she don't wan to GO.. Never play gb nowadays... Going to do my MRP proposall... Hope i don't get NIAOed again.. (MY HAIR TOO SHORT FOR WAX LIAOZ... I HATE IT)
*Dui Mian de NU hAi kaN gUO LAI!!*

2004-02-15T02:35:00.000+08:00

11:43pm:

Sounds like "Ah, oh my god" "Oh my goD!" "so fast?!" "i hate this part" "they play so well" "OMG!!" "so pro" "OMGomgomg the way the triplets"I'm seriously going to practice 10 hours a day liaoz" are heard..
Its Ren Ying, Listening to the sample piece of Fantasia in C.. She was like so HORRIFIED and keep on saying that she will fail, HAHA.. Poor her.. She's like trying to tell me how she plays the whole piece (I so sad.. she plays bettA than me lorz) Nvm let her hear another time liaoz.. HAHA she still makes the "AH" and "Oh My God?" She's addicted to the exam pieces.. Thanks Elaine for da CD man =D I made her say "PuEESE" so that she can hear the 2nd piece, cute sia.. She said PuEEsE for the 3rd piece too. So cute hUH?
"I'm lying on the floor, the floor is very hard. My butt hurts, my back also. Because the floor is very hard. I'm leaning on my arm, I put my hand behind me, but it doesn't help. It makes my back PokEY!!!"

15 feb 2:32am:
Finish talking to yinGs liaoz =D Go play gb!! but i didn't do my chinese.. Siaoz.. Don't care larr. School homework haven't done much... So sad... WAHAHA yinGs so cute.. =D *Dui mian de Nu haI kaN guO lAi*

2004-02-14T07:32:00.000+08:00

Am I really that tired?? HAHAHAHA after going home from Ep3 ( or CcA ) at 7pm, I LAYED MYSELF IN THE SOFA A SLEPT IMMEDIAtELy!!!!!! Didn't eat dinner {hungry now}, Didn't do homework, Didn't wake up till now [tts more than 13 houRS!!!] NO WONDER ITS FRIDAY THE 13th!!! Ying smsed me, couldn't reply twice!!! aargh... Jeanette also smsed me twice, YI ZE also smsed me twice.. WoW... too bad..

Valentines day liaoz.. Should I just tell my parents i'm going out den I go out with my friends? Go orchard to buy stuff with her? (Donno for wad.. but real sad... I'm so tired I'm a panda now..) Donno larr.. I go play gb

2004-02-12T22:25:00.000+08:00

Ying called me yesterday, Izzit yesterday? I mean late in the night.. it was like so RARE lo.. WAHAHAHAHA i got NIAOed by my MRP mentor for not meeting her at ALL (today was the first time) Den finished some of the proposal.. Den went to do survey with Thomas *HE ASK ME HELP.. SIAN* Went to eat dinner with him, den go home.. nth much, only that I did nort do homework.. -.-"

2004-02-11T22:57:00.000+08:00

Donno why after talking to Jeanette in the evening I felt so bad.. The feeling I hate.. Psycological pain instead of pshycical.. Why don't heaven just give me twice the physical pain instead!?!?!? Den Elaine called me. And to think that I could confide with her, my mother came in den made her wait, den she can't wait anymore, therefore. I lost my only person to talk to. Tried to face the problem, I called Jeanette again.. But I just couldn't bear to hear her, and hanged up on her. Really mean.. Sorry. (she always can't hear me for no reason [ elaine couldn't today, i also donno why {I hate it} ] ). Wads wrong with me today? Am I too devastated cuz of AiuR or wad..

I've given up of my valentine, canceled the date with her, sad huh? I really donno wads bugging me today, I can't get a grip of myself now, maybe I'll just go down to the park alone later in the midnight, I really think I shouldn't cancel.. But I've already did and I can't force myself to go out when I'm so downcast, low-spirited.. My date, I may not know if you're reading this, but really sorry about it k? {Bet she already has another person by the time I canceled it}

But you see, Its not me
Its not my family,
In your head, In your head
They're fighting
With their tanks, with their bombs
With their bombs, with their guns
In your head, In your head
They're crying..

2004-02-11T01:22:00.000+08:00

Wheee!! In gb, i bought Punk Hair and Flamingo Armour.. ALL MONEY!!! HAHAHAHA, sorry pet 01, but you've to wait =D Sleep now.. Later die liaoz =(

2004-02-10T23:04:00.000+08:00

Really slacked for 4 hours lorz... Science was a sucky one.. Chinese aR... I failed my FIRST CHINESE TEST... Real sad, den recess.. Went to da street soccer court, go dere for 5 min, no ball, went with wilson to hwa chong jc.. Den Hong Shen called, asking me to buy french fries for him.. Stupid larr, rejected his appeal, den HE CALLED again, "Eh come back form a team" So Wilson and I went back, knn only 1 was allowed in the team. So if either wilson of I goes in, like kinda betray the other party, so we decided nort to go in, DEN HONG SHEN CALLED AGAIN TO ASK ME TO BUY fries, knn.. Eat liao den I go back, SLACK for 2 hours.. den LUNCH, ANOTHER 40 MIN OF SLACK, den english.
Didn't do essay, didn't do anything.. I really think that I will take O levels.. RenYing asked me if I had a valentine's date. [Come on larr, your dad sucks, he is always alone...] Talked to Jeanette these days.. My new MEI!!! =D {Yan Ting jie don't go about saying you have another potential *Ahem*}

After school: Wilson, Thomas, Yong Chuan, Ian and Zhao Zhuo got that LAST ROW of seats of 174 lo.. HAHA fun.. Den made a dare with Thomas "Take a photo of the girl in front of you =D" stating that he must take the girl's face, helped him with some tips as to how to take da girls pic lo.. In the end we gort it, but deleted it immediately, Yong Chuan showed the pic to them lo, KNNBCCB. Spoiler of the FUn, I proclaim him 2L, Lamer + Loser X99999.

Yesterday: GeN CaLLED ME!!!!! *claps hands jumping around nuts and happiE* But it was during my chinese lesson, TRIED to pick up her call but the fucked up class was just too noisy.. Haiz.. Rare lo.. Couldn't hear her voice very well.. Didn't understand wad she was asking {She was asking me if i knew a place, Wad PLACE!? The class was too noisy}

How.. I really don't wish AiuR to fail 1 more time.. Wad I going to do should AuiR fail? I wouldn't be strong enough to stand up and face this alone, but everytime I talk to her, it just gets further and further.. Nth can be done, I don't wan it to happen again.. Just praY.. *PraYeS*

2004-02-09T16:29:00.000+08:00

Hahaha... Well.. Smsed during class =D real fun!!!! Our class soccer ball gone liaoz.. 1 confisicated 1 lost.. haiz... Nvm.. Tomorrow have 4 hours of slacking *from 7 to 2:40 pm, i only have 4 periods, 2 hours of real lessons* =DDD

2004-02-08T20:23:00.000+08:00

Sneaked out yesterday at 12:30am, real fun in the end.. Met my fren, who came with another fren. Den she called 2 more person to join us. Altogether.. 4 girls, 1 boy.. Sian.. talk for awhile liaoz till 2am den go home.. FUN!!! hahahhahahaha

2004-02-08T19:56:00.000+08:00

AiuR have failed 3 ties, why did AiuR fail? 1st AiuR failed because I couldn't take it, 2nd AiuR failed.. But wad I hate most was 3rd AiuR, I couldn't believe it.. why did it fail within 2 weeks? Is that the fact that the believe of AiuR is never true anymore? I really want to believe that AiuR will never fail again... *PraYeS*

2004-02-07T23:34:00.000+08:00

Decided to reinstate the blog due to da TkGs geR =D